Post by Bri on Apr 16, 2023 14:58:56 GMT -6
Am I dead? Name on a toe tag
So cold, living in a body bag
Think I'm dreaming
'Cause I'm not feeling anything
Hands tied, tryna rip the bandage
One breath away from the casket
Name: Samuel Beckert Jr
Nick Name: Sam, Jr (only Silas can call him this)
Gender: Male
Birthday: November 18th
Age: 16
Orientation: Straight
Status: Single
Playby: Karl Kugelmann
As I'm bleeding, life won't leave me
I can't stop thinking
If my world stops spinning
And tomorrow never comes
Will I be remembered?
Did I give enough?
Will I be forgiven
Brooding- He doesn't open up to people and keeps to himself for the most part. He will be polite, for the most part, and helpful. He prefers animals over people and struggles a little with making friends. He's a bit stoic as well in his mannerisms and doesn't come out of his shell much. He rarely speaks up in class and tries to just get through the day.
Hot-Header- It may take a moment or seconds, Samuel is still figuring out his triggers but his buttons can easily be pushed. He doesn't do well with snarky, know-it-all attitudes, especially if someone is trying to micromanage him or overly questions what he's doing. He's quick to snap back with his own snarky responses that may end up being more hurtful than he intended but often doesn't realize it until it's too late and apologies make him feel awkward.
Observant- Maybe it's hyper vigilance but Samuel almost always keeps on eye on his surroundings with caution. His quiet mentality often leaves people forgetting about him so it leaves him to being open to people watching and observing his surroundings without being noticed. Sometimes, when he's in a good mood, he uses his quiet approach to sneak up on people as a joke, especially his uncle, to see how they react.
Tender- Deep, deep down, there is a soft side to Samuel, often this side comes out when he's around animals or thinking of his family. He loves his family even though he hates what has happened to them and is thankful for his uncle and everything he's done. Samuel will almost always choose an animal over a person, finding them easier to understand.
Brooding- He doesn't open up to people and keeps to himself for the most part. He will be polite, for the most part, and helpful. He prefers animals over people and struggles a little with making friends. He's a bit stoic as well in his mannerisms and doesn't come out of his shell much. He rarely speaks up in class and tries to just get through the day.
Hot-Header- It may take a moment or seconds, Samuel is still figuring out his triggers but his buttons can easily be pushed. He doesn't do well with snarky, know-it-all attitudes, especially if someone is trying to micromanage him or overly questions what he's doing. He's quick to snap back with his own snarky responses that may end up being more hurtful than he intended but often doesn't realize it until it's too late and apologies make him feel awkward.
Observant- Maybe it's hyper vigilance but Samuel almost always keeps on eye on his surroundings with caution. His quiet mentality often leaves people forgetting about him so it leaves him to being open to people watching and observing his surroundings without being noticed. Sometimes, when he's in a good mood, he uses his quiet approach to sneak up on people as a joke, especially his uncle, to see how they react.
Tender- Deep, deep down, there is a soft side to Samuel, often this side comes out when he's around animals or thinking of his family. He loves his family even though he hates what has happened to them and is thankful for his uncle and everything he's done. Samuel will almost always choose an animal over a person, finding them easier to understand.
For everything I've done?
What if I don't wake up
And tomorrow never comes?
Every lie, every word unspoken
I remember every heart that I've broken
Born to teen parents Samuel was definitely a surprise but his parents got married and became dedicated to raising him, from what he's been told. Samuel doesn't remember a lot about his childhood before being taken in by his uncle and isn't sure why. His counselor has said that his brain could be hiding the memories in order to protect him but that answer only makes him more frustrated. He wants to be able to remember his mom and dad outside of just pictures. Sometimes he gets faint whiffs of memory but it's never enough, leaving him annoyed and wondering what kind of people he came from outside of the stories he was told and the videos he's seen.
When Samuel was about seven his parents passed in a tragic car accident at Thistle Dew Lake, leaving him an orphan. At first his grandparents took him in but due to their age they found it difficult to start again with such a young child which lead to Silas, Samuel's uncle, adopting him. Samuel adored and still adores his uncle who changed his entire life in order to raise him and show him love while also teaching him all about cattle ranching and how to be a good man.
Sometimes, with his mood swings, Samuel wishes he could make his uncle proud, but he can only do so much. He wants to be a good man but even with counseling he struggles to maintain himself and be like Silas. Maybe with age he'll get better, which is what he's hoping for as he makes through the day. The bright side to going to Graymore and growing up in this town is that he's still close to his grandparents and can work the ranch whenever he wants or he can go out to the school stables whenever he has the chance to and he loves it. He likes doing the hard work and having tasks laid out in front of him to keep his mind occupied.
Buried like bones
Beneath my headstone
Did I try, did I try to make amends?
To live and die or did I really just pretend?
Nightmare's talking as I'm sleepwalking
And I can't stop thinking
- Gregory Beckert-Grandfather
- Calista Beckert- Grandmother
- Samuel Beckert Sr-Father-Deceased
- Serena Beckert-Mother-Deceased
- Silas Beckert-Uncle/Adopted Father
- Shayla Malcolm-Sister
- Jake Malcolm-Cousin
- Reed Malcolm-Cousin
Acquaintances:
Crush:
- None
Friends:
- Blake Huxley-This extrovert adopted him for some reason
- Reign D'Hayes
- None
Enemies:
- None
- None
- None
What if I don't wake up
And tomorrow never comes?
Can't tell me it's too late
Don't tell me to lose faith